Friday, March 20, 2009

Struggling

Lately I have been struggling with something.

Usually I go back and forth between I'm done, finished to OK maybe I'm not.

I also have to remind my self to go seek out the answer in my bible.

I can always find what I am looking for there. And it seems God puts just what I need to read right to where I open my bible.

Right now I'm in done, I'm in finished mode. I have removed my self and would like it to stay that way.

But what if I find when I open that book God is telling me the opposite?

Dig in my heels and be stubborn or listen to Him and obey his word.

I'm praying the answers I find will make it easy for me to submit to his will. I'm praying the words just jump out and answer my questions.

I'm praying and praying and praying.

5 comments:

Brooke said...

submission is very difficult. and sadly, sometimes prayer can be as well.

my prayers for you and your struggle.

Beth (A Mom's Life) said...

Pray for the peace to submit and do what God tells you. Ultimately He knows whats best for us, but even though we know that, it is so hard to do...

Life with Kaishon said...

I do this all the time RR Mama : ). I fight with God. And I have no idea why since He always wins : ) and He knows WAY BETTER what is good for me and what is not... I will keep you in my prayers.

Life with Kaishon said...

I prayed for you a lot today : ).

Beachy Mimi said...

Praying for you.